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Pic: This is Angie’s mom Hayley (right) and her friend Tina (left) who has been diagnosed with Stage 4 lung cancer. She has no family, husband, kids…has promised to dedicate the rest of herself and whatever wealth to do good for her remaining time on earth*

+John 3:17 (NIV) For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him.+

Written by Angie Yip

Lord, we love you.

We have days where we are tired. We have tried. We maneuver, we plan, we pray and just output. We think we need to do more and try harder. Our ways. We fail. We are human, we have weakness. We fail each other. We try. And it’s just hard. We cannot offer each other peace or console ourselves. Not for a lack of trying. We just need to realize something.

Do not do it alone. Don’t rely on your own power. Do not seek to boost yourself, or attempt to raise yourself up alone. We wobble, we are on tippy toes bit we are not sturdy….

Reach upward with your heart. Surrender to our Lord. Father…all I need is you. Jesus walk me to the gates of heaven, my Prince of Peace, my savior who will walk beside me every step of the way. I am not worthy, but YOU are worthy of it all.

I will make room for you Lord, you alone will take me higher. You who know the hairs on my head, who knew me before I was even created.

Your creation. In your eyes, I am perfect, I am loved.

Always.

Sigh.

Thank you for your loving arms Father.

I give my heart to you. I feel your love, I can’t get enough of you. You’re perfect.

I love you Abba. Bless you. In Jesus name.

AMEN.