Siphokazi’s husband had a stroke and paralyzed. It is really hard on her to work and care for her husband all the time.

The Lord turned and looked straight at Peter. Then Peter remembered the word the Lord had spoken to him: “Before the rooster crows today, you will disown me three times.”  And he went outside and wept bitterly.
 
Luke 22:61‭-‬62

Why do you think Peter wept bitterly? Shame, guilt or devastation?

It was quite a big mess up denying Jesus for 3 times.

Jesus knew it, but still chose Peter and build him up stronger through it.

That is why He chose and stay with you through trial and error.

He will build you stronger no matter what.